Wednesday, 21 June 2017

HJP - AJMER


 After 10 years she was going to meet her best friend who lives too far from her. they were childhood friends, after getting apart in 8th standard finally now they are going to meet after graduation degree.
she is thinking that, after that childhood innocence she is going to see her maturity but still she wants to feel that innocence with her, magical moments with her..... don’t know what will happen as its long 10 years gap among them but by heart they were always same......
right now, she is writing all this in train, just feeling her presence from now on.... her bestirred told her not to come as the journey is quite long but she was too determined about their meeting......
she wants to depend on her, as she is feeling too much wounded... she needs her best friend beside her for long time as her presence will cure her wounds and she can may feel too positive like before......
she loves her a lot and vice versa.... finally, she is going to meet her but still she is not believing it that really its truth that only few hours are left in there meeting...
she is just trying to imagine her reaction.... what she will feel.... how her bff will react... so many questions in her mind..... what type of changes may have come in her friendship......lot of questions just rolling out in her mind......
holding on her own thoughts, she again started thinking about their childhood memories, when she use to fight with her for silly things, when she use to feel jealous, when she can’t handle anyone besides her bench..... were those childhood feeling got change? ...were her presence will make her bff feel warm again.....were her bff will understand her feelings without a single word OR were she need to explain everything?....lots of unanswerable questions are just rolling in her mind......

all these will be answered just after few hours...... she wants to spent lovely time .... her life’s best time with her.... she is still in shock that, are they really meeting? after long 10 years...... in 21st century..... but then suddenly she found that it’s not dream......... it’s the power of connection which gave real face to this dream.  friendship is life.  

Wednesday, 25 January 2017

CRACK

When did we see each other face to face?
Not until you saw into my cracks and I saw into yours.
Before that, we were just looking at ideas of each other, like looking at your window shad,
but never seeing cracks.
but once the VESSEL CRACKS,
"The light can get in. The light can get out".

Sunday, 13 November 2016

EMPTY WORDS

A stop gap relationship
She looks at him with misty eyes
They have made love or attempted to
He seems content and relaxed
Most importantly, satisfied.
Not noticing her "silence"
Or perhaps choosing to ignore it
Not knowing its cause.
He is talking about leaving now
His voice a monotonous drone
Over the din of the fan in the background
In the cramped two room apartment
Filled with the smell of their "sweating bodies".
In her mind a thought crosses
The only difference between her and her sisters on the street
The so called "Whores",
Is that they receive payment in cash
And she receives it through emotions
In form of words,
words that have ceased to have meaning now
Empty words-"I love you"