MR EMOTION

hey emotions, yes I am talking to you,
so Mr emotion everyone pretends like they are strong,
Everyone thinks that they are away from you,
Some people feel embarrassed if you come out surprisingly,
how silly because I know that your presence is the
reason behind the strength of any individual.
This world is full of innocence, goodness, love, anger
All these are emotions.
falling in love is feeling which is built by emotions,
falling apart is feeling which is also an emotion,
you are present in every single thing,
nobody is untouched by you,
your fragrance occupies the space.
The world just needs to accept it that you(emotion) define
strength not a weakness in there lives.
Thank you, Mr emotion.
:)

SHE - INSIDE STORY

she is not fine,
but she pretends as the happiest person ever.

she cant live a single second without him,
but still, she pretends as she is living.

she is just a body without him,
but she pretends as she has soul too,

she is just craving for his touch,
but she pretends as she is touch resistive.

she is just missing his fragrance,
but she pretends as she has a cold.

she is missing those late night talks,
but she pretends as those talks were her mistake.

she knows that her  heartbeat belongs to him
but she pretends as she gave up on him.

she has tears in her eyes,
but she pretends as her eyes are full of life.

she is hurt, completely broken,
but still, she pretends as she wants to fall in love again.

she deleted things related to him,
but she pretends as she don,t know about recycle bin.

she just can't spend a single minute without him,
but she pretends as 'he doesn't matter to him'

"Her actions are not matching the beats of her heart"

SHE - Part 1

She is deeper than anyone else, and that's probably why nobody gets her.
She is a bit too much for anyone, that's perhaps the reason she is always alone.
She is more mature than anyone else at her age, maybe that's why 
she understands what others can't.
But she wants to feel understood, she doesn't want to be lonely anymore,
she wants to be normal so that she can fit with others.
She wants to change the way she can sense things because she just can't 
ignore it once she feels it, she will try her level best to just fix
the problems somebody has in their life. 
She wants to change herself because she just wants to be loved.
The saddest thing in the world, because she is so extraordinary and
there is no one in the goddamn universe that could be as much as her.
But she doesn't realize that, and she blames herself every night 
for not being ordinary.
She hates herself for being this unique and true human being,
because physical beauty, lies, friend's with benefits, show off are
the things which are in trend nowadays and she can't match it!!!!!!

HJP - AJMER

 After 10 years she was going to meet her best friend who lives too far from her. they were childhood friends, after getting apart in 8th standard finally now they are going to meet after graduation degree.

she is thinking that, after that childhood innocence she is going to see her maturity but still she wants to feel that innocence with her, magical moments with her..... don’t know what will happen as its long 10 years gap among them but by heart they were always same......

right now, she is writing all this in train, just feeling her presence from now on.... her bestirred told her not to come as the journey is quite long but she was too determined about their meeting......

she wants to depend on her, as she is feeling too much wounded... she needs her best friend beside her for long time as her presence will cure her wounds and she can may feel too positive like before......

she loves her a lot and vice versa.... finally, she is going to meet her but still she is not believing it that really its truth that only few hours are left in there meeting...

she is just trying to imagine her reaction.... what she will feel.... how her bff will react... so many questions in her mind..... what type of changes may have come in her friendship......lot of questions just rolling out in her mind......

holding on her own thoughts, she again started thinking about their childhood memories, when she use to fight with her for silly things, when she use to feel jealous, when she can’t handle anyone besides her bench..... were those childhood feeling got change? ...were her presence will make her bff feel warm again.....were her bff will understand her feelings without a single word OR were she need to explain everything?....lots of unanswerable questions are just rolling in her mind......

all these will be answered just after few hours...... she wants to spent lovely time .... her life’s best time with her.... she is still in shock that, are they really meeting? after long 10 years...... in 21st century..... but then suddenly she found that it’s not dream......... it’s the power of connection which gave real face to this dream.  friendship is life.  

CRACK

When did we see each other face to face?
Not until you saw into my cracks and I saw into yours.
Before that, we were just looking at ideas of each other, like looking at your window shad,
but never seeing cracks.
but once the VESSEL CRACKS,
"The light can get in. The light can get out".