ARE YOU REAL OR FOLLOWER ?

I was just thinking nowadays being the real  is a big challenge. Even our own thoughts are not real. I wonder how deeply we are getting affected by our surroundings and even we are not realizing it. let's talk on our thoughts, are those thoughts are our own?

Our own point of view has got lost somewhere, today our point of view is influenced by movie, books or quotes we use to read.
Reading is the best thing but sometimes we start following those quotes because we use to think as it is infamous one so that will be correct. But my point is, where our own point of view has gone? isn't this weird, in today's era of educated people we are still so slave.

We take big decisions of life only by reading a small quote somewhere, like after watching a scene somewhere, a girl demands her boy to do that special thing for her but, she never thinks that her demand is dominating his own natural way of doing things. how will he do something which will be actually  his own mind's creation instead of following any movie scene or Internet idea? 

Similarly, boys have some demands which dominates girls natural way of handling a relationship.
Its kind of we  are just forgetting our own ability because we are just too confident about Internet ideas and movies instead of our own natural creations about anything.

what if, we don't read those quotes and have not taken any idea from any movie. I guess life would be much true and less complicated.

Because, in this case, our each and every decision will be our own, based on our own feeling. 

When we use to have a lot of ideas on a single topic, we just forget to create our own idea because we use to get stuck in those already invented ideas and we just never try to search it inside our own self in a true way.

So I feel these already created ideas are the big reason behind contraction of our ability to think over anything. we have just forgotten to do things in our own way.

KISS ME HARD

Walking by the street, suddenly she saw a poster, the famous love story of that time "the twilight" . She just got mesmerized by the look of white face with blue seductive eye, Edward....
suddenly a voice came, she recognized it as of a stranger, he said "hey girl he is jack not edward" , she was like "who the hell r u" in her mind but politely she said "hey yu Mr ,he is edward, u r mistaken"... He said no mam u r wrong, i guess u should check it once....
She just said go and google it, just stop arguing, i do not talk to strangers... He just smiled it and said ok mam ...... They just got apart....
But destiny has decided something else for them....
She just went to her hostel ... She had freshers that day... She was too simple girl... Everyone was enjoying the freshers but she was just out of the party hall....in an empty place and gazing stars... 

Suddenly she saw him again there...he was also gazing at stars... She just turned back to leave but she heard voice "Hey Miss stranger" .. she just turned back in an unaware manner and said "you here, how"... He smiled .... "Well Mam not interested in parties much, so here to observe the sky".... By the way u here?... She replied " yeah i was just (pause)..here to get some fresh air... He said "Oh ummm you seems interesting"....
She replied "What".....he said "I mean air never been this much interesting ".....ohhh...."Silence prevails among them..... She was thinking what she is doing with this stranger in her mind...
He just interrupted her "hey u were right he was edward"... She said "do u think ur tricks gone work on me, dont waste ur time here Mr"... He just smiled again and said, "then tell me what is gonna work on u Mam"....
She just don't know what to reply....she said " i don't talk to strangers"... He said "this is our second meeting mam" ... In anger, she said stop calling me mam "it's Kiyara watson".... He smiled and said "me, Daemon" .... They both then smiled...she was just blank in her mind... She said ok bye Mr stranger...
He said any contact way plz..." she said let's leave it on destiny"... He smiled ....  She just disappeared.... He just got mesmerized in her smile whole night.... He was just feeling something very different for the first time...
Next morning Kiyaara woke up .... She was in hurry for her "Basic mountaineering course"... Her 1st day ... She wore her favorite dress ...she loves her woodland a lot...
Finally, she was at venue..... She just fell in love with the beauty it ows.... Suddenly she heard instructions to start her climbing..... She just tied ropes perfectly then started going down.... Then she heard a familiar voice ... She got shocked and said "what yu doing here"... Daemon said "I love to be around beauty... I mean nature, u know the ultimate one".... Kiyara just ignored....... Nd continued her climbing...... She just got lost in her imaginations and just went ahead of the finish point.... Daemon was behind her, shouting but she was lost in her own thoughts... Suddenly she felt the base.... Then she found herself among oak trees on grassy land....scary..... And daemon was just about to reach....
Kiyara got scared... Daemon said I was shouting...where u were lost "mam" in anger... She said "call me kiyara...and who r u to shout at me".... He just grabbed her hand, and said, "you will never know who I m"....
She was just speechless..as his lips were just moving so fastly and she just can't ignore those moving lips........she suddenly backed him out.... Both were silent.... She was just trying to ignore him... But his physic was just attracting her...kiyara was continuously looking at his lips... Suddenly he noticed it.... Daemon said "I know I have beautiful lips..... Soft as well".... Kiyaara just got confused about what to say .....she just looked into his eyes and said hmmm "beautiful I can see that ...... but how can I be sure about its softness".... That eye contact was too sparky..... Daemon just grabbed her waist forcefully..... Kiyara said "you have warm breath by looking at his lips"... Daemon just took her against the oak...his legs parting her legs.... her hands upward with his....  He just took her lips between his...he was moving it so softly...she was breathing fastly.... He was on her lower lips, "I was looking for these lips only kiyara"..."Kiss me hard Daemon".......she turned back "daemon kissing her necks so wildly...his hands slowly touching her waist .....she turned... started opening his shirt out.......
Daemon just stopped....and Kiyara was still looking at his lips.... He said "kiyara just stop looking like that"... She said "first time my name sounded so well to me".... Daemon just smiled while buttoning his shirt........so "how wast it mam"....

She said " I was just wondering, does air exists or not? " .........

Both smiled playfully.......

MR EMOTION

hey emotions, yes I am talking to you,
so Mr emotion everyone pretends like they are strong,
Everyone thinks that they are away from you,
Some people feel embarrassed if you come out surprisingly,
how silly because I know that your presence is the
reason behind the strength of any individual.
This world is full of innocence, goodness, love, anger
All these are emotions.
falling in love is feeling which is built by emotions,
falling apart is feeling which is also an emotion,
you are present in every single thing,
nobody is untouched by you,
your fragrance occupies the space.
The world just needs to accept it that you(emotion) define
strength not a weakness in there lives.
Thank you, Mr emotion.
:)

SHE - INSIDE STORY

she is not fine,
but she pretends as the happiest person ever.

she cant live a single second without him,
but still, she pretends as she is living.

she is just a body without him,
but she pretends as she has soul too,

she is just craving for his touch,
but she pretends as she is touch resistive.

she is just missing his fragrance,
but she pretends as she has a cold.

she is missing those late night talks,
but she pretends as those talks were her mistake.

she knows that her  heartbeat belongs to him
but she pretends as she gave up on him.

she has tears in her eyes,
but she pretends as her eyes are full of life.

she is hurt, completely broken,
but still, she pretends as she wants to fall in love again.

she deleted things related to him,
but she pretends as she don,t know about recycle bin.

she just can't spend a single minute without him,
but she pretends as 'he doesn't matter to him'

"Her actions are not matching the beats of her heart"

SHE - Part 1

She is deeper than anyone else, and that's probably why nobody gets her.
She is a bit too much for anyone, that's perhaps the reason she is always alone.
She is more mature than anyone else at her age, maybe that's why 
she understands what others can't.
But she wants to feel understood, she doesn't want to be lonely anymore,
she wants to be normal so that she can fit with others.
She wants to change the way she can sense things because she just can't 
ignore it once she feels it, she will try her level best to just fix
the problems somebody has in their life. 
She wants to change herself because she just wants to be loved.
The saddest thing in the world, because she is so extraordinary and
there is no one in the goddamn universe that could be as much as her.
But she doesn't realize that, and she blames herself every night 
for not being ordinary.
She hates herself for being this unique and true human being,
because physical beauty, lies, friend's with benefits, show off are
the things which are in trend nowadays and she can't match it!!!!!!